makin trase.. smue org cam buat keje ye tak ye dan tak dan.. huhu.. pasang lagu raya dok repeat 80x pon takpe asal sinang hati.. huhu.. smue mood pasa mlm.. dok beborak tak hengat.. aku layan cushion baru beli kat ikea semlm.. sedap woo... siap tetido2.. mmg gobuuuu.. taun ni opis kedekut.. kasi sampul duit raya doploh jek.. sana jelaa.. kaler cekelat.. tak menarik lgsg.. tp takpe aa.. aku tak tentu lagi nk kasi duit raye.. wakakaka..

ramai plak org lalu lalang.. potong stim nak apdet.. harini teramat laa malas nk keje di ptg hari.. masuk kol 3 je dh tebayang balik umah.. huhu.. nasib arini pose.. em.. org lain bz kenape aku free? rase cam tak buat keje je.. padehal mmg tade keje.. huhu.. camno tu? ade sorg budak opis ni.. suke meng UP kan boypren sndiri.. so.. sml saje je cite pasal duit raye yg kitorg cam tak dpt pon ni.. pastu ckp laa.. bobo ade laa dpt boss die kasi sorg seratus.. ok laa.. skali dgn eksyen nye die ckp.. "o0o0o boyfren X dpt 400".. ape citooo..tah2 ko kene kencing lagi ngan boypren ko yg mmg kuat kencing tu.. haih.. nk gak compete ngan haku.. tak paham gue..

sepanjang koje baru ni rase.. idop mmg sorg2.. kiri kanan tade org.. kene asingkan oleh leader.. dgn alasan nk monitor aku laa snan wat keje laa.. padehal sepatah haram pon tak penah beckp ngan haku.. aku jadi cam kere sumbang dah dok sni sorg2 dlm cocoon aku.. huhu.. takpe laa.. takde keje temonung yolaahh.. tadi kak mum kate aku nmpk gumuk.. gumuk kah? aiyo!! kaki dah mule bengkak.. alaa.. tp byk sgt shopping yg still blom di settlekan.. camne laa...

what kind of friend call u call a real friend? how well do know a person to call them ur friend.. mmg kawan ade mcm2 jenis kawan.. but can u tolerate with friends yg gune u to take care of their shits? i know officemates can't be considered as real friends sbb diorg just kwn di opis.. unless kite build a relationship outside of the office utk jadi lebey dr kwn opis.. jadi real friend.. yes aku merapu.. the thing is i'm pissed.. i'm a pissed pregnant mummy.. u wont wanna mess with me.. huhu..

kan skang dah buat keje lain.. my job is like.. buat support.. nk kate 2nd level not really.. tp lebey kurang mcm support 1st level buat keje.. the thing is this ppl.. diorg pk diorg kwn ngan kite.. they take advantage and suruh kite buat keje diorg sedangkan diorg kat dpn main uno laa main internet games laa.. aku ni ape? kuli.. mmg bobo marah.. die ckp.. knp kasi muke.. but.. i seriously dunno what to do.. klu kat office lame dlu.. mmg dah kene hamun dah diorg ni.. but kat sni.. aku still baru.. aku still contract.. so.. im not sure.. where's my limit.. i'm lost..

since yesterday until today.. si minah i used to call a fren ni.. dok sibuk soh aku buat koje die.. tak paham knp budak2 ni slalu komplen kasteme marah2 diorg.. esp kastemer J*M.. tatau laa nasib aku ni baik ke ape.. but all this while utk baru 2bln buat keje ni.. kasteme smue baik ngan aku.. siap bagi nasihat +ve thinking lagi.. siap tanye name aku 2 3 kali and thanking me for my concerns.. so what's the problem? u just have to know how to tackle customers on the phone! u have to know how to use ur tone.. how to use ur volume.. ckp slowly.. klu ko ckp pon cam haram jadah.. u expect d customer puas ati? dh keje lame tak penah pegi customer service training ke??

baru japni plak.. sorg mamat ni.. who i consider dah close laa.. amboi2 dahlaa aku br dpt tau die ngan minah ni blakang aku besekongkol ngutuk aku kate aku tak reti buat keje (which aku baru buat for 2 freakin months!) then bleh plak msg aku ckp "pas jumaat ni mungkin ade hal.. ko flwup kan log aku ye ngan user"  waklu! lu baya gaji gua ke?? and yg geram nak tanak i have to do it.. sbb if i dont d bosses will look around for me! bukan diorg! sbb aku support!! pemalas nye manusia dan ambik kesempatan atas frenship yg aku kasi ni utk gune aku.. what the fook! i think keje ni bleh run smooth if i have ppl yg jujur bekerja around me.. not some crazy bunch of cows yg hari2 komplen.. knp org ni cpt naik pangkat aku tak.. kwn aku tak.. org yg kipas leh naik.. bla bla bla.. common laa wey.. of coz u have to kipas utk naik..! mane2 pon same.. yg ko nk komplen org ni kipas lebey org ni tak knp? tu hak die.. and dr ape yg die buat die naik pangkat.. okla.. atleast diorg kipas tunjuk yg diorg buat keje! bukan cam ko asyik2 mogok tanak wat keje main game. mmg laa ko takkan naik.. what d'ya expect???

huh.. enuff ngan puting beliung and lets tell about sumthing else.. smlm was the 2nd time in my life my manager puji.. walopon lepas kes aku dok ngompat leader aku ter leak kat tlinge die dlu.. aku bejaye bersih kan balik name aku.. mrs manager ckp seken tym ni camni

Mrs manager : so camne? cramp dah ok? (haritu mc)
moi : ok dah mrs manager.. *smile*
Mrs manager : so mcm mane keje skang? ok?
moi : buat mase ni ok laa sbb dh ade tau skit2
Mrs manager : saye tgk awak mmg ade byk sgt2 improvement.. no complaints from J*M and reporting team.. very good nmpk dh byk improve..
moi : *membuak2+senyum kontrol*
Mrs manager : mcm ni.. nanti Mrs manager  bgtau Mrs Leader utk pemenen kan awak secepat mungkin laa.. samada bukan ni atau bulan dpn ye? i hope u keep up d good work. jgn nnt dah pemenen buat plak perangai trus turun performance!
moi : *smile* ok insyaAllah Mrs manager.. *smile again*
Mrs manager : *pat-pat on the shoulder and smiler* keep up the good job..

yesss.. i was smiling until my face feel sore.. wakakaka.. hepi gile.. then checked my mail.. mase tu baru sgt smpi office.. around 8am++ check2.. email "jadual raya 2009" saspen ni.. lepas ke takkk cuti ni.. tgk2 smue cuti diluluskan!! yeppaaaaaaaaaa.... another gud news.. 1st time beraye.. after bape tahun dah keje on raya day.. sonok sgt! maybe ni la org kate rezeki baby kan? hope there's more to come-rezeki.

lame2 tak apdet skali kasi secepuk.. smpi kebas rase otak.. brain freeze.. harini dh start tak pose.. alahai sayang.. sbb haritu pose.. bdn weak sgt sgt sgt sgttttt.. dunno y.. smpi menggeletar cam nak pengsan ke mati ke tatau ler.. alhamdulillah dh tak jadi lagi.. tp knp laaa bulan pose ni ramai sgt yg cirit birit including me.. adehh.. seksa woo.. rmbt dh cam ape.. lame tak potong.. nk simpan pjg.. tp tak trim2.. takot tak larat nk dok kat kosi salon lame2.. hari2 kene perli ngan org kat opis ni rambut tak terurus.. lantak laa labu....! oklaa.. nk titun sattt 15 minutes..

i need to make some changes.. i'm bored with the sam colour.. i need to get my self sum pastel background.. which suits my current mood.. tp mak laa haih.. malas nye nak bace coding2 ini.. isk isk.. even my ticker pon tak apdet lagi ni.. i wish dat i wld not feel as lazy as i am rite now..

i tot i can make it.. i can get through all of dis madness.. bleh tahan keje baru ni.. but nampaknye.. makin hari makin tak enjoy.. apo nk buek ni... blog ni baru laa harini bleh masuk.. if not.. not work related.. blocked forebe and ebe.. walopon after ofc hour.. wattakwan btolll...

klaka bile tgk ppl starting their nw blog.. klaka tgk bile org baru nk excited ade blog mcm zaman dolu2 mase tgh havoc smue ber blog.. rase cam.. those days dah lame lepas.. sgt basi je.. the senior bloggers i know pon smue dh slow down.. the momma's, girlfriends, bride to be.. etc.. smue dh slow down.. ade plak a fren of mine ni br excited nk buat blog.. sia bgtau satu fb.. haha.. cam klaka plak rase..

i kept thinking of changing to another blog.. tp.. ya Allah sayang nye kat blog inih.. suke duke lara.. huhuhu.. i'm bored.. help me.. suggest me a blog yg menarik dibace.. selain dr peberet2 yg sedia ade.. huaaa... owh shit.. she's back.. she's in the ofc.. mls nye nak layan si minah ni..

i'm pregnant.. i'm 6 weeks pregnant..

dis is how she/he look's like in my tummy today.. huhu.. i can't believe there's sumthing living and breathing inside me.. it's like.. a dream..

so we went to Bali for our honeymoon with the baby.. hehehe.. so klu dh besa nanti die ckp i never travel outside of malaysia.. bleh aa ckp "sape kate.. baru sebulan dh pegi Bali tau! huhu..

the best part of finding out dat i was pregnant was..bile dpt tau a day b4 bobo's bday.. nyesal beli die guitar! hahaha! so he got 2 big surprises for his 30th bday.. i kept it a secret smpi laa kol 12 mlm.. ssh btul nk simpan rahsie.. but elok plak fon prblm.. so takleh anta mms

so i told him.. nak anta mms bday wish takbleh bleh tak on bluetooth.. die pon tak prasan.. then dpt laa gbr pregnancy tester yg ade 2 belang tu.. then he asked.. "ape ni?" i replied.. "happy birthday daddy.." die trus melompat excited and the expression on his face was.. priceless..! mlm d next day baru buat surprise party for him kitorg2 je 1 fmly kat rmh mak.. dpt laaa indulgence yg dh lame tringin tu.. then br kasi guitar.. pon die excited.. tp not as excited as tau result tu..

last wed until friday pegi Bali.. mmg best teramat sgt k....sgt honeymoon.. dpt package honeymoon tak terkate laa best nye.. siap ade candlelight dinner ON the beach..! bawah 1 small tent.. mcm arabic style.. wow! i'll upload d picture later.. rite now sgt loye... i need to change my layout..

it's been a while since i last update my blog.. i miss blogging.. and i miss my blogging frenz the most.. things r diff these days.. bloggers are no more like dlu2 ounye bloggers.. yg btul2 best dh pupus.. huhu..

ppl has been asking me.. "how's married life?" well to answer all d questions.. erm.. i think i can only say.. it's 'ok'.. why? ntah.. tak dpt rase lagi kot real married life.. tak sempat pindah.. masak for hubby pon bleh kiredgn jari.. sbb still in selayang.. therefore.. bile smpi rumah dh pon mak masak..

bapak baru klua from IJN and mak plak currently @ selayang hospital.. tatau la sakit ape.. tido hosp yesterday.. amatlah tak nyeyak.. mak asyik mengigau and call my name.. several times.. asyik tekejut2 je.. so petang tadi balik rumah blasah tido cam kekrbau! wakakaka! hubby pon same.. rupenye tinggal sorg kat rumah tak bleh tido.. keciann.. kui3x..

so now kat ofc hubby.. as usual mamat workaholic ni ade keje.. im freezn' at d back of d class ni.. sumpah sejuk aircond.. i wanna go home... huwaaa... sok keje.. not enuf rest.. pert asyik meragam.. OMG! am i pregnant? can't be.. ikut kiraan err... tah.. rase tak.. oklah.. nk surf FB.. daa..~